Struggle and Smile

In this picture, I look happy. And I am. My outfit is simple and relaxed, my smile is not forced, everything around me is beautiful. Right now, it's difficult to imagine that this was just a little over 2 weeks ago. It's weird to think how much has happened and changed. One problem I have always had with bloggers is that it always seems like their lives are perfect...and maybe they are, but I doubt that. I want to follow and see real people, so I feel like I can relate to them. I want to be a fashion blogger and a real person. I refuse to hide my ups and downs. Anyways, I am slightly broken...for the first time in my life, my heart has been tampered with. Yes, I am lucky it is only the first time. Everyone says it will happen again and again. Great. How to start healing? I have no idea, but I will figure it out. But for now, one day at a time. Of course with a smile on my face :)